OOOMMmmmm..

Think I'm good now, things are still a lil messed up but I'm cool. Have that stillness before battle feeling, lil melodramatic perhaps, but the description fits. Know what I gotta do, just gotta go do it. Was kinda hopin' I'd be able to pick and choose my future, but I realize ya can't always get what ya want in some things. So..I'm off ta find whatever job I can get. If I need daycare I'll just have to deal with that when I have to. Days of having control over my schedule are probably done for the time being.
One thing I'm NOT doing is commuting to bumfuck Idaho(or Toronto in this case) ta work.